when I kill you by ba paris

A suspense filled thriller that builds from the first page. I was thoroughly engaged in this story and the pacing. Nell is in a new relationship but she has a past. Once she was known as Elle and witnessed a crime outside her apartment. She became obsessed with the man that she saw and begins stalking him. The narrative jumps between Elle in the past being a stalker, and Nell in the current, realizing that she has a stalker herself.

The audiobook was great, I enjoyed the performance and the British accent. I particularly liked how creepy she was in the interstitial chapters from the killers notebooks.

I liked this but can’t say I loved it, I didn’t at all enjoy the ending. All of the scenarios that I had in my head were so much better, I feel like the reveal was a let down. But other than that, I truly liked the writing style. I would definitely read other titles by this author.

Thanks to NetGalley and Macmillan Audio for the ALC. book to be published February 16, 2026.